Apathetic Heart of Gold

Month

January 2012

Dec 31, 20113 notes
2012 Resolution:

Do more.

Dec 31, 20114 notes
Quote of the Year

Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail Better.
-Samuel Beckett

Dec 31, 20112 notes
Letter Divine Someone Still Loves You Boris Yeltsin

Song of the year.
Letter Divine_Someone Still Loves You Boris Yeltsin

I can’t explain why it is. It just is. Listen and find out for yourself.

Dec 31, 2011
Dec 31, 20111 note
#2011 #2012 #happy new year
Dec 31, 20114 notes
#2011 #2012 #New Year's eve #Football #screen cap
Dec 31, 20115 notes
Biggest regrets of 2011

Not taking more chances
Falling in love
Falling out of love

Dec 31, 20119 notes
Dec 31, 20113 notes
#New Years Eve #2011 #2012 #Favorite of the year #Literature #Franz Kafka
Dec 31, 20115 notes
#NYE #2011 #2012 #Music #Favorite of the year
Going to post my "favorites" for the year 2011

These aren’t necessarily things that were new to the year, 2011, just things that made an impression on me.

Dec 31, 20111 note
Dec 31, 20111 note
Play
Dec 31, 2011

I really shouldn’t be writing right now; every sentence I jot down sounds like lyrics from an Elliot Smith song.

Dec 31, 20113 notes

December 2011

Dec 31, 20112 notes
#Happy New Year #2012 #Beer #gpoy
Dec 27, 201118 notes
Dec 27, 20111,654 notes

All of my senses work in my dreams. I can smell, taste, and touch in my dreams. Sometimes it freaks me out.

Do any of you?

Dec 27, 20116 notes
Shallow sleep; weird dreams
Dec 27, 20111 note
Dec 26, 20118 notes
An excerpt from a story I was working on tonight:

“Sorry, your call startled me”
“Were you sleeping again?”
“I guess I was…”
“What do you mean, you guess you were?”
“I guess I was dreaming…I thought I was having cereal in the kitchen. I was staring at the clock on the wall and the phone started to ring, only, when I looked at the phone, it was one of those old-fashioned wall phones with the spinny dial thing. I stared at it for a minute and then I woke up on the couch with the cordless under my pillow.”
“Jesus, Mike.” I laughed at this because it sounded like she was talking to both Jesus and myself.
“I gotta get back to work. go back to the doctor and see if he can do anything about your being tired all the time.”

I went to the doctor. I went to a few doctors. They all had ideas. Everyone has ideas. Hell, I have ideas.

Dec 26, 201116 notes
#writing #short story #excerpt #dialogue

I’ve been writing more recently

Dec 26, 2011
Hi. I'm alive.
Dec 26, 20114 notes
Dec 23, 20116 notes
Dec 20, 20119 notes
Dec 20, 20114 notes
Dec 20, 20113 notes

Alive but barely. But still not blogging. Happier this way.

Dec 19, 20113 notes
Dec 19, 201111,363 notes
that bitch model needs a burger

that’s insensitive.

Dec 19, 20112 notes
Dec 19, 2011308 notes
Dec 18, 201168 notes

If all else fails, I’ll write children’s books. There’s a ton of money in that. I’m gonna get in on some of that rainbow.

Dec 15, 20112 notes
I will miss staring at the back of your head in class.

I’m sorry that it had to end. Perhaps I will post a picture of the back of my head at some point.

Dec 14, 20112 notes
Dec 13, 20114 notes

I’m in the napping-mood. I wish I had someone to take a nap with.

Dec 13, 20117 notes

Do you ever lie awake at night thinking of ridiculous inventions that would make you stupid rich, but could never exist by any stretch of the human imagination?

Dec 13, 20116 notes
I look pretty evil in that last picture...

neat.

Dec 13, 20111 note
Dec 13, 201115 notes
#gpoy #studying #sweater #finals
Dec 13, 201116,359 notes
#football #penalty kick #awesome
Dec 11, 2011619 notes
#j'adore #Man On Wire
Finals week:

I love this time of year…
I feel so…purposeful

Dec 11, 20117 notes

My will to actually get my work done and to actually study for finals, is spurred on ONLY by my desire to get into a good graduate school program.

Dec 11, 20111 note
if you could meet anybody in the world (alive or dead) who would it be?

Alive: Neil Degrasse Tyson
Dead: Samuel Beckett

Dec 11, 20113 notes
http://www.themontclarion.org/archives/3741973

For any of you who wish to read my latest column: a humor piece on the artistic expression of bathroom graffiti vandalizers at Montclair State University.

It may be one of the last articles I write for the paper—not sure if I will continue to be a columnist for my final semester at MSU. So, I decided to go out with a bang and just write a really inane, and absurd article—which, as it turned out, people really liked.

Hope you will decide to click here and read it: http://www.themontclarion.org/archives/3741973

Dec 8, 20119 notes
#Journalism #Writing #Montclair State University #College Paper #Montclarion
Dec 8, 201112 notes
#gpoy #help #i'm #disoriented #edition
Fuck I'm so dizzy
Dec 8, 20111 note
I'm wearing purple pants today.
Dec 8, 20115 notes
language arts

People speak with such neglect these days, with such
                      callous disregard for what they wish to relate.

No wonder, when you wipe a sentence from your lips,
                      some of the words smudge to the corners

of your mouth, and the punctuation marks find themselves
                      lodged, like poppy seeds, between your sharp teeth.

Like a photograph of a one year old, who has just been given
                      its first slice of birthday cake—and has decided

the icing would taste better smeared all over its forehead—you’ve
                      decided that the alphabet, would look much nicer

if you rearranged it to match whatever shoes you’re wearing
                      today.

Dec 6, 201113 notes
#poem #poetry #writing #new
Dec 6, 20111 note
#twitter #follow me
Next page →
2012 2013
  • January
  • February
  • March
  • April
  • May
  • June
  • July
  • August
  • September
  • October
  • November
  • December
2011 2012 2013
  • January
  • February
  • March
  • April
  • May
  • June
  • July
  • August
  • September
  • October
  • November
  • December
2010 2011 2012
  • January
  • February
  • March
  • April
  • May
  • June
  • July
  • August
  • September
  • October
  • November
  • December
2009 2010 2011
  • January
  • February
  • March
  • April
  • May
  • June
  • July
  • August
  • September
  • October
  • November
  • December
2009 2010
  • January
  • February
  • March
  • April
  • May
  • June
  • July
  • August
  • September
  • October
  • November
  • December