Apathetic Heart of Gold

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March 2011

“But the world is neither significant nor absurd. It is, quite simply.”

-Alain Robbe-Grillet

Feb 28, 20119 notes
#Quote #French #Lit #Film #Existentialism
Feb 28, 20113 notes

February 2011

Feb 28, 2011
#gpoy #self
Feb 28, 2011
“The dog died.
You ate your meals and you said your prayers.
Your life was a life. But now where you sit
at your desk overlooking the wet fields
something scratches at the base of your neck
and pulls your head up, so that you see coming
toward you with dead calm through the dusk
a forest—dark and limbless.”
—Brigit Pegeen Kelly
Feb 27, 201136 notes
#Poem #Poetry #Dog #Beautiful #Brigit Pegeen Kelly
http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lgpmtsQfqN1qe4d42o1_500.jpg is that boy you?

haahaha no, that’s not me. 

Feb 27, 2011
Feb 26, 20115 notes
Listening to merengue

while I critique (write mean things about) short stories written by other people. 

-_-

Feb 26, 2011
“Purgatory’s kind of like the in-betweeny one. You weren’t really shit, but you weren’t all that great either. Like Tottenham.” —Ray, In Bruges
Feb 24, 20111 note
#Quote #Funny #Soccer #Tottenham Hotspur #Spurs
Feb 24, 20112 notes
#Picture #Beer #PBR #Futurama #Funny
This is MALARKY
Feb 23, 20111 note
Feb 23, 201113 notes
Red meat is necessary to a healthy diet

and a FUN-FILLED, ACTION-PACKED existence!

Feb 22, 20112 notes
Feb 22, 20114 notes
#Picture #Writing #Journalism #Me #Stupid
Feb 22, 2011432 notes
All rocks go to heaven
Feb 22, 2011
Play
0:25
Feb 21, 201117 notes
#<3
Feb 21, 201121 notes
#Picture #Banjo #GPOY
Feb 21, 2011
There's A War (Holiday Version) The So So Glos

For Juliea 

Feb 21, 20114 notes
#Music #Ukelele #The So So Glos
Play
Feb 20, 20113 notes
Feb 16, 2011
#Football #Soccer #Tottenham #Champions League
Wellington Blues

You’ve gone too far away.

Escaping the confines of

My mind, and my pen.

I guess it didn’t register

.

When you said New Zealand.

I knew it was taking you away

From me, but I never knew

It would take

.

You

Away

From

Me.

.

The oceans in my dreams

Never appear this vast, with

Greens plunged into somber blacks.

The starry sky drains down

.

Mixing with a splotch of

Blue paint on your palette –

Like the rich, dark oil

That the ocean thought it could forget. 

Feb 14, 20116 notes
#Poetry #Writing #New Zealand #Ocean #Dreams #Longing
Can we all just pick a time tonight to simultaneously masturbate together?

v2nc3:

Valentines Day 2011

I’m in. 

Feb 14, 201161 notes
I have fears, you know.

Sometimes I’m afraid that the words have all dried up inside of me. 

When I get that overwhelming pang of uselessness. A useless mind, a useless body, a useless talent—a misused talent.

I think I’m afraid of stagnation, but perhaps it’s the opposite. Perhaps my constant rejection of stagnation—or as some know it, comfort—is keeping me unhappy on these nights where my mind wanders.

In this moment, this very second, I’m not happy. Half lying down, half sitting up with a too expensive computer in my lap. No, I’m not happy. Maybe tomorrow, while I’m half sitting up, half lying down in the early glint of the morning sun—supposing the clouds don’t decide to obscure its rays—I’ll feel happier. 

I don’t have any advice tonight, I know I did. Back when I used to write meaningful blog posts, full of letters that interlocked into words that connected into sentences that meant things. Meaningful things. Full of meaning. 

I haven’t done that in a long time. I haven’t done a lot of things in a long time. Maybe I’m bored. Maybe I’m feeling depressed. Aren’t those of the same nature? Boredom and depression have the same symptoms. I’m definitely bored. 

Sorry for complaining. These aren’t even real problems. I’m not starving, I’m not poor, I’m not homeless, I’m not jobless, I’m not struggling in the world (yet). I just feel a strangeness in my chest. It doesn’t sting. It doesn’t hurt. It just is. It’s a strange pressure. The compressing force of uncertainty. Almost like a vibration in my ribcage, which occurs when I suck in a little bit of air. And when I breathe it out, the uncertainty clings to my lungs. 

Feb 14, 201110 notes
#Personal Digression #Life #Uncertainty #Fears
I want to go back to Webster hall so I can listen to loud music, dance, and get drunk again
Feb 13, 2011
Feb 13, 2011
#Picture #Webster Hall #Club #Birthday #Dancing #Drunk
Wake Up Dr. Dog

Oh, wake up, wake up, wake UUUUPP!!!!! We are only part of a dream. 

All the things in your heart, like the things in your head, are only what they seem.

Feb 13, 20115 notes
#Doo-we oo-wee a baba #Music #Indie #Listen #Dr. Dog
Play
Feb 11, 2011
#beaker #patrick
Harry Potter and the Half-Dub Remix Dubstep Terabyte Frenzy

v2nc3:

thepunksandthedimestoresaints:

obnoxioustruth:

HARRY POTTER DUBSTEP

Kudos to whoever made this.

Whoa.

what do.

Feb 10, 2011227,972 notes
Feb 10, 20116 notes
Feb 9, 20114 notes
Lesbians,

it’s like wrestling but with two winners. 

Feb 8, 2011
Feb 8, 201110 notes
#Picture
Communist Daughter Neutral Milk Hotel

And wanting something warm and moving bends towards herself the soothing proves that she must still exist she moves herself about her fist.

Feb 8, 201110 notes
#Communist #Fuzz Folk #Indie #Listen #Music #Neutral Milk Hotel #I can never sleep anymore
Feb 8, 201130 notes
#Neil Tyson #Physics #God #Atheist #Picture #Funny #Tweet
Feb 7, 20111 note
#Picture #Conversation #Cousin #Sean #Funny
Play
0:23
Feb 7, 2011
#Video #Orange
Feb 7, 201123 notes
Feb 5, 201170 notes
Feb 5, 201115 notes
#hahahahaha #what the fuck] #seriously #what the fuck
Feb 5, 201120 notes
Holland, 1945 Neutral Milk Hotel

The only girl I’ve ever loved, was born with roses in her eyes. 

Feb 4, 20115 notes
#Music #Indie #Neural Milk Hotel #Rock #Listen
A bowl of ice cream just got to the netflix party.

fashionably late as always I see, ice cream. 

Feb 4, 2011
Ya know, all the times that I've cut my own hair in the past, I've really regretted the outcome.

 This time, I don’t think I fucked anything up too bad. 

Feb 4, 20113 notes
Goin' out on a Friday is cool. But I'd rather watch Netflix on my couch.
Feb 4, 201112 notes
Feb 4, 20114 notes
#Picture #GPOY #Haircut
Feb 4, 20118 notes
#Picture #Self #Haircut #GPOY
Feb 4, 20115 notes
#Football #Dog #Picture #Cards #Yellow #Red #Discipline
In case any of you wanted to read some of my articles.

Keep in mind that I write for the Opinion section, so these articles aren’t really groundbreaking. I really don’t care what I’m writing about, I just enjoy writing, which is why I figured the Opinion section was for me. 

First article—about how modern day people are too worried about their futures and forgetting to live their lives:

http://www.themontclarion.org/archives/3735416

Second Article—about the effects of technological advancements on human interaction:

http://www.themontclarion.org/archives/3735784

Third article—about the influence of political satires like The Daily Show and The Colbert Report on the minds of young adults

http://www.themontclarion.org/archives/3735919

Feb 3, 201110 notes
#Writing #Journalism #Articles #News #Opinion #My writing #Read
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