Today was just one of those days where I woke up tired. Exhausted. Bored.
My day only stretched on from there. I was stuck on campus from 11:30-8pm and I only had two classes, leaving a gap of 5 hours to be filled. This gap just had me reflecting on everything happening in my life right now.
It was just a day where I found myself sick and tired of everything, not in a sad, depressed way—just in a bored, stuck in a rut, kind of way. The kind where you look at your life and think that it’s reminiscent of the movie Ground Hog Day. Things just become so repetitive and ritualistic.
Having grown up with OCD if there was one think I learned it was the danger in rituals, and these days still strike a sour chord with me. Maybe I’m in need of a good night’s sleep